Finally Aloof??

It all started

When my heart was just a heart...

A heart that was meant to beat & pump.

Abruptly some intuitional premonition of your presence instigated it to feel…

A sensation which were commanded by you,

A feeling which had never been experienced,

A face which had never been a fluttered, 

 A heart beat which had never been so nimbled,

 A mind which had never been slaved by heart,

 An utterance which had never been faltered by any eyes,

Seldom we used to talk often I used to think...

You were the reason of my delectation

You were the reason of my optimism

You were the reason of my celebration

You were the reason of my incessant smile

You were the omnipresent shadow of my life

I never dared to ratify my feelings

I knew truth is bitter

I knew I can’t withstand by it

Ultimately my desperation provoked me to dare…….

And here I am tacit & pondering.

Everybody is saying to entomb all memories

But how can I forget those beautiful smiles?

How can I leave those captivating eyes?

How can I erase those beautiful memories?

You are still in me